i am still alive

how dreadful........is it true that i have not written on this blog since july 23rd? i am so sad....one tiny excuse is that the hard drive on our computer blew up...so its taken quite a while to get things up and running again..and i stillll can not load new pictures on the computer......but other than that, i dont really have an excuse...maybe wedding planning?? i dont know....oh a little update on the wedding!!! my dress has been purchased!! i love itttttttt..its at home and i try it on alot..i have to stop..otherwise i will get sick of it or something...and also the location of the reception has changed..its no longer going to be an outside reception, but rather at northview golfcourse....on 168th....i am sooo excited!!! its so beautiful there and its really a blessing that the date was still available!!

so i am also almost done work.....for good..its really sad....i only have 6 more days left with the girls....i try not to think about it.....we are just enjoying our time together....although i am looking forward to some time off....my last day of work is august 18th and then i dont start school until sept 5...very good....i am really going to try to enjoy the break because it will be my last holiday ever as an unmarried woman! yikes!!!! i basically graduate and then a week and half later get married...so i need this time....but i will see the girls lots over the next 10 months until the wedding because they are my flower girls!

this weekend steven and i are off to cultas lake with stevens family and friends...hopefully whenst i get home the computer will be all fixed so i can get some pictures on here.....i hope everyone is enjoying their summer......until then my friends